Perished

Recently, it seems like a lot of people believe that I have changed in a span of 1 year...some are happy with this and some are not. When I sit back and look in retrospect at the things that I have done in the past 2 years since I have returned to Texas, I am proud of myself and also disappointed at the same time. I have achieved certain goals, but do to being sidetracked by a dream....I have failed at others....therefore...I am choosing to rectify this by removing myself from the lives of the people who knew the old me. I was doing everything for ya'll and now it is time to do what I want to do...to place myself in the position that I once had in Virginia and be the person that I can be happy with...if my new or current friends don't like me when I return from my solitude then I am truly sorry too....but fuck you...I have taken to deleting a number of people who didn't fuck with me from my phone as well as changing my number...only a small circle of people will have the new number and those are the people who I know I can depend on and who have never changed or flaked on me during anything...my phone and this blog will be the only way for people to reach me until I fully return...my facebook, twitter, myspace pages and all email and messenger accounts will be going down in the coming days and wont be back up til I return..."24, 23...ya'll niggas remember me"